I have been away for a couple of weeks as things have been tough… the attacks, like I what I thought could happen and stopped me starting this, well, they happened. I will write about it another time. But I had this dream this morning and I AM BACK 🙂
Something about being in hospital, healing. My first love from 6 years old is there. He is a nurse. (Does this represent innocent being the thing that will heal me? I think so. maybe being childlike, having fun?)
Anyway, later in the dream I am on a computer in some sort of library, or it may be a holiday camp, other people are on their computers too, like it’s a chat room of sorts. Someone asks me what I am doing and I explain about my actual paid work, then about my writing and journals. There is now a group of people listening to me and I say, flirtishly, as they are all men, “You men sure do give some stuff to write about huh!”, and I laugh this raucous laugh and flip my hair back (in real life its always tied up). Then I imagine all these pictures are being taken of me, for my book cover, me posing with a champagne glass, sex and city-ish, red lipstick on my lips and long blond hair… (not me at all). Then I tell the person who has asked the question all about jenuine.co.uk… and I wake up just so god damn happy (this itself has not happened in months) I practically jump out out bed. So excited. (Normally I just tell Zaria to be quiet, hand her my phone to watch cartoon films on and try my best to go back to sleep)
And so I want to say… FOLLOW YOUR EXCITEMENT! This is a fundamental part of of the Law of Attraction. This excited emotion lets you know you are on the right path. Things should be fun and EASY!